Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Gideon had his first proper drum lesson last night.....it went really well.
Here's how it happened:
We went for a walk in a nice area of the city and decided to pop into a music shop. While we were there, Gideon convinced me to let him have a go on a kit in the shop and during his playing I asked the shop assistant if he knew a good drum teacher. He gave me the number of a guy called Jimmy.
We called this guy about a week later and managed to arrange the lesson. Turns out he is an American....and we found out on the internet that he is quite famous here in Brazil, even being endorsed by a drum company called Gretch. On top of all this, after a conversation with him at the end of the first lesson about what we do here in Brazil and how we are supported, he decided to give us a discount so that Gideon was able to have a lessen every week!! Also, we have been invited to hang out with him at his studio next time he has some folks round for a recording session. Gideon really enjoyed it too and it looks like this will continue.
It could not have gone better....Praise God.

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

I (Dave) am feeling sad. Today I received the news that my Grandma has died.
It is a strange thing living so far away from England at times like this, when I would really like to go to the funeral of this extraordinary lady but simply can't because of distance / money / time etc.
I have not seen her for many years as she has been in a nursing home and has had dementia for nearly the last 23 years but I have fond memories from my childhood of her.
She is the only person I ever knew that has lived through 3 centuries (yep...not kidding). She was born in 1899 and lived until 2010. She was 111 when she died. Now that is an innings!

Monday, September 20, 2010

Are you like me (Beckie)? I want to continually hear the confirmation of God in what I do, where I am etc. Many times I wonder if God has directed me in something else and I've failed to hear it. I seem to have a problem of a mid-year slump when I wonder if I'm doing what God wants me to do. That said, I'm not miserable or depressed, I just find myself questioning what I do and where I'm going. I also realise that sometimes, I put too much focus on 'doing' and not enough on 'being'.
I ask questions such as "is what I do able to make a difference?" "is what I do actually making a difference?" "will these children grow up to know who Jesus is?" "will the families be reached?" "is there another way?" "is the cost of being here worth it?". I get anxious to know that God is at work in the lives of these children and their families. I want to see more results.
I found myself telling God how I was feeling, that I needed Him to say to me again exactly what I should do, or to show me more results. I know I shouldn't demand God do things the way I want Him to, or respond when I want Him to, but I asked.
I have recently been reading the book of Isaiah, always fascinating (particularly as I'm trying to read in Portuguese), but many times I don't understand. At the weekend I read:

Isaiah 49:4 (New International Version)

But I said, "I have laboured to no purpose;
I have spent my strength in vain and for nothing.
Yet what is due me is in the LORD's hand,
and my reward is with my God."

It confirmed to me that many times we don't know how we are being used by God, many times we think it's about our own effort, many times we get frustrated (even Isaiah felt this), many times we won't see the fruit. Yet, I clearly felt God wanted me to be at peace with this, that the work I do (and the results I see) are in His hands.

A bit of a long post, I'm afraid, but maybe you too have wrestled with some of these thoughts.

Sunday, September 12, 2010

My group has been learning about their 5 senses, I thought it would be fun to incorporate some activities using their senses. They had great fun playing with cornflour 'gloop', something that is quite common in nurseries in the UK, but not something any of these children had experienced before. They thought it was something magic.